something is sad ? I'm trying not to revert.

BUT, a cold front is pushing through my veins

crackle,static,always on alert

it's getting to be quite a long winter

balled up paper and ribbons on the floor

all the noisy guests are gone

all the gifts have been given except for one

and i wonder where you are

a tree branch scratches my window

the high pitch of the freezer hums

no t.v. and the music isn't on

asleep is not an easy thing

coca cola was my first addiction

i cut a paper heart and glue it to a can

string it from the ceiling with some twine

turn on the fan and watch it twirl

maybe i'm bored but this seems dreamy

cross my eyes and i think i see you

order seeds from every catalog

choose them by names like:

"Forget Me Not" and "Hydrangea's In Love"

looking forward to the sun

i'm looking forward,

looking forward to the sun