Friday, November 13, 2009


i extended sympathy
but you wouldn't receive
now i sleep uneasily
you didn't want it from me
i imagine purple flowers will grow
on the mound after the snow
but I wonder how long will it be
before you turn off the freeze
i'm not a perfect soul you know
i never wore silver wings
my hair is yellow
but my eyes are blue
bluer than they seem
my yellow comes from a box
i wasn't as sunny as you thought i was
so mixed up in the mix
not so long ago
i just want a little piece
of what started out to be...........

Tuesday, September 1, 2009


Some water spills
On to the ground around the well
Send that bucket down
Water Spills like blood
Blood from my heart
Seeps in to the roots
The roots of the rose bush
Smells so sweet
Can be sickening
I keep a good house
Put good food on the table
White lights in December
Fresh fruit from the garden
But our home was not enough
You wanted something sexy
Like red roses in the summer
A girl so sweet
Some secret adventure
I shut the door, door, door,
And I told you
to go fetch me some water
send that bucket down, down, down,
Spill it all, all, all
Let me be your bartender
Tell me all the things you
Don't want me to know, know, know
Sip this elixer
So sweet it can be sickening.
Now can you remember?
The roots of the rose bush?
Planted so long, long, ago?
Can you remember. . .




Wednesday, June 24, 2009


there is a ghost living in my house
only comes out when you're not around
whispers your name and calls me out

there is a ghost living in this house
something hides in the shadows
won't come out in to the light

stop singing me sad songs
i need a new soundtrack 
there is a ghost living in my house

argentina in the summer
back to kentucky in the fall
just to get away from the spooks who linger 
this town is like a dead wind
blowing my mind tonight
I don't need your memory bringing me down.

Friday, April 3, 2009

Love Letters That Don't Compute MEK April 2009


Pear tree, dog bone, seed pod, and watermellon
Back yard, front porch, waiting for a phone call
Car seat, scorching hot, Just gonna do a little drive by
Barge in, not allowed, uninvited faux pas
French fries, rain boots, love letters that don't compute
Wasting time, filling time, back in time, time is time
What time is recess time? 
Lemon Lime, crushed ice, summer/winter paradise
Fall back, Spring ahead,  I never ever get it right
Peach tree, pick a bone, seed is planted, leave me alone.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Birds Trapped in Crab Pots


Cages stacked high, piled up wobbly,
Like in the markets and squares of distant villages I've seen on the Food Network Channel.
Crab Pots caked in gauzy green sea matter, crusted in rust, wafting fishy in the humid, marshy balm.
Colorful. Tied up and dressed up in orange buoys and blue tape.
Wound with sandy ropes.
I take a photo.
The sky is quiet, bright, barely streaked. Contrails.
The 4:00 September sun backlights an unfolding drama to the west.
At first only a flutter, blackness, a blur.
But the flicker becomes a form.
Maybe litter blowing about in one of the cages, or some strip of seaweed torn loose by the breeze.
Closer, moving closer; it's the silhouette of a frantic bird beating her wings and head against the wires.
She is trapped.
A bright yellow Finch caught in the center of this pyramid of crab pots!
This pile, left uncleaned and uncovered, has become a smorgusborg of sun dried sea meat too tempting for scavengers to ignore.
WHY NOT HIDE THIS FEAST? THIS DEATH TRAP?
Wasn't it meant ONLY to capture seafood?
And isn't that enough?
WHY NOT TARP THIS TRAP?
Such a simple solution it seems.
A tarp, a big one with bungee cords bright and tight.
A tarp, a tan one the color of our beaches.
Or yellow like the Finch, like CAUTION!
We tried so hard to save her. We unlatched, unhinged, and unstacked, climbing fragilely upon the pots towards the top.
We teetered.
Finch was growing weary, flapping less flippantly.
Surrounded by skeletons and carcasses, beaks and feathers bleaching in the sun.
I store away one skull (beak still intact) in my dress pocket.
Finch is desperate, she must be so terrified.
She must also be a lucky bird.
We are able to free her, and a few others too.
A black bird and a sparrow.
We let them go perhaps only in vain.
I leave the scene with a skull, a beak, a story and a mission.

I grew up on the Eastern Shore of Virginia. I was visiting my family there when I saw the disturbing things I described in my poem. I saw nearly 30 bird skeletons in just one stack of crab pots. My friend Jerome Nottingham and I were able to free a few that were still alive. I was shocked by this! I was more shocked and disgusted to hear from people I told the story to that they see it all the time. Waterman bring the pots in to dry. The birds find a way in to eat the fish and crab scraps. Like the crabs and fish they seldom find their way back out. I can't believe there isn't some easy solution to prevent this from happening. I imagine a tarp, or old clothes, or newspapers stuffed in the openings would work. I'm not a watermen so I don't know. I assume there are some waterman out there who do care, and do take preventative measures. I hope they will share what the know with other watermen, and that anyone who sees this carnage will speak up. There must be something that can be done. Please, if you read this, pass it along to any waterman you know. Tell them to send any suggestions or comments my way. I would love to help solve this.

Thank you so much,

Mary Killmon, and all the little birdies! :>


Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Donkey Wonkey MEK FEB 09


Wonkey was a donkey with legs made for wonking.
Flies flew in and flies flew around,
but Whisper was the only fly who ever learned how to fly out.
She flew like a steam curl taunting poor Wonkey,
 tickling his gizzard upon exit and enter.
Once while Whisper was flying to bed
Wonkey stuck her with his tongue right on the head!
He drew her in so close he could see
all the fuzzy hairs flowing on her knees. 
And then the wind blew harder and blew Whisper away. 
Hooray~


Wednesday, February 25, 2009

July Fourth Space Ship MEK Feb 09


Late night at least 10 years ago, one fourth of July, we were all lying in the back of a pick up truck named Pecan. We were hoping to see a shooting star. We were friends, and some of us lovers. We stared into the humid starry sky like we had done when we were kindergardeners. We even knew each other then. Funny. 
A spark and then a loop of green gas flashed across the sky writing a giant cursive baby g. Then it disappeared. We all saw it. Some of my friends called their Moms on the house phone even though it was nearly midnight. I jumped up and felt a pang to be closer to the one I loved.

Friday, February 20, 2009

Orchids in my Window MEK February 2009


The number of orchid species on earth is 4 times greater than the number of mammal species.


Last Words of Crowfoot:


These were the last words of Crowfoot, Chief of the Blackfoot Indians. Beautiful Words:

"A little while and I will be gone from among you.
Whither. I cannot tell. From nowhere we came; 
Into nowhere we go. 
What is life?
It is the flash of a firefly in the night. It is the breath of a buffalo in the winter time. 
It is as the little shadow that runs across the grass and loses itself in the sunset."

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Falling Leaves MEK June 08


Falling leaves
Don't fall on me
I'm lying under this tree
All alone
I waited on you 
For way too long
Frogs and Butterflies
Don't live very long
Tie me down
And pin my wrists
I'm already lying 
on the ground
on the ground
April was for fools
I was the biggest one
Caught out in the current 
While you were on the run
You're always on the run

Camel Hump Over Love Song MEK July 08


Laaaaaaaa
La la la la la la la la
L-O-V-E
Love is the four letter word 
you used to break 
my five letter heart in to pieces
I've got this bright idea
I'll remove my heart
And put it out on the lawn 
Next to a little sign
that reads FREE
I won't be needing it anymore
I'm going off to explore
I'm gonna trek all across this world
First Stop Issssss 
AFGHANiSTA-eeeeeee-A-eeeeeeANNNNNnnnn
I'm gonna live like a camel for a while
Carry my own water as I walk the miles
I'll be self sufficient
I won't be calling on you
The desert seems like the only land scape
For a broken heart
to rewind
and erase
all the misery-y-eeeey-eeeyeeeee
After that who knows what's next
Maybe I'll become an astronaut
And wave to you from outer space
But I won't be emailing you

La la la la la la la la la LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA



mind eraser MEK November 08

When I'm sleeping deeply
all tangled up in fleece
head covered up in darkness
weather worn heart buried and beneath
piles of covers, mixed tapes and cd's

green and white and white, and white and green and green
not much is forgotten and i'm still free to speak
but i dare not whisper the secret letters of your name
water~like images bring  your face to me
forcing life into the night 
shining softly and burning bright

between the hours of sleep and wake
it's all on again
and we're winning the game 
running together on time
we never go to sleep

green and white and white and green
the colors of my sheets

Killer Whale MEK April 08


I couldn't believe it when I saw you again
I bit my lip as my knees began to shake
Your eyes met mine and my heart started the race
Flying, Spilling, Spinning all across the floor
Of all the words I've held so close I couldn't think of one to say....

I hold my heart, my chest, your love is a killer whale
I couldn't believe it when I saw you again
A love~sick relapse torture
So sweet, so sad, and true

I'd follow you like a puppy if you'd take me to your bed
I know I've expired and there's no chance in such a dream

My dreams are cloudy and they fill up most of my days
I paint us wearing white and sharing your last name


I lay my head against the freezing window of the plane
There must be six million lights shining down below
And I'd pay any price if just one would lead me home to you

I hold my chest, my heart
Your love is a killer whale
A love~sick relapse torture 
So sweet, so sad, and true